I've done my part , and there you go talking on the phone , saying I didn't find you . Fuck you . I've been sending umpteen messages to you , thousands of missed calls , and no , you didn't even answer once . And you even dared to say I went missing and stuffs like that . Fuck you . I had enough of this fucking shit . You don't know how much I've been through . You don't have the slightest idea how torturous were my days . You don't have any idea .Do you have any idea what shits were coming out from your mouth just now ? No , I don't think so . The next time , if you think that this is all about me , all about how I've been ruining this , then think again . I'm freaking tired and not even the least strength to even lead my life , yeah my fucking life . I don't even understand why I was being so devoted to you , UNTIL NOW . And yet you still say those words . What on earth is going through your mind ? I don't understand you , really . Sorry , but I think I've been thru tons of shits . Too many too handle . Torturing me . I've been suffering , SUFFERING . Having your name carved on my ankle . Does that proves my love ? I've been thru pain . The cut was deep , I lost alot of blood but hell no , I don't give a fuck to all that . Why ? You know the answer best . I sacrificed everything . You can't and you won't understand what I'm going through now . You shouted at me . Your harsh words killed me . You scolded me . You said all those fucking hurtful words and vulgarities . But I just kept numb . Tell me , who on earth is willing to take all the shits from someone who doesn't appreciate them ? I've been through alot . But you don't realize them do you ? You don't have any idea what you were doing to me ? All the things you did to me , I took it calmly . I felt like , I've lost my dignity having to be scolded and shouted at harshly like that . Think ! Just use your fucking brains and think . It's easy for you to say sorry . " Sorry baby , let's forget everything ." Those usual words . I don't even think it was worth saying all that . You called saying you waited all day for me today . You expect me to come when you don't answer my calls nor have the decency to reply my messages ? What the fuck ? Oh , to make things worse , you switched off your fucking phone ? Is this some kind of joke ? You told me to text you , now I've text . Half an hour ago . Not even a single reply to the two messages . You're sucha freak , dyou know that ? Your idiotic behaviour will bring you nowhere . I wonder what was your three year relationship like . The one that you can't forget . Hah . You're such a joke . Do you even know what is love since you're taking everything so lightly . I don't know what the hell you're thinking of doing but none of this is doing you or me any good . So what's the point ? Hey , come on . You're a year older and you consider yourself as a mature lad . So ? Oh gosh , sucha loser . I don't know why ? But I'm badly affected by this , and you're not making any progress at all to heal this broken heart . There's no reason why I should stay when my life is nothing but shit . Having to lose blood , bearing with all those pain , emotionally and physically worn out . And there you are living life to the fullest . I think it's time we turn the tables. So don't come regretting . Idiot . I'm not gonna go through anymore of your bloody shit . Hoping this comes real hard . So there's no point staying . I'm moving on . You can bring your shitty craps to some other bitches out there who would know the real you . And then you would realize not all GIRLS , NOT ALL , can put up with such attitude . Consider yourself lucky . Shut the fuck up . Shut your trap . everything is all just simply bullshit . You wanna play games ? Come on . I'm ready .
This love .
Sorry , it's going nowhere .
You are nothing , nothing .

I loved you so much .
I don't deserve this .

Goodbye , sweetlove of my life .