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Bad Day .
Thursday, January 28, 2010
   "Ma , nyary date ape ah ? " "Eh kau gy skola kan ! " Haha . Well , today was indeed a very dreadful day . See Miranda , I can predict well . Haha . I love my girlfriend , MIRANDA ORANGE ! :D Haha . Well well , so went to school with Watee today . Yay ! Haha . So yadayada . LOL . Had Malay Studies in the morning . Interesting but really I gotta buck up on analysing the Sajak . I mean , I gotta put my emotions to the test . I need to go beneath the surface . Which is for me , a huge task . Sigh . Haha . Chemistry . After that had Mathematics . Miranda and I spent our time talking , mostly letting out , truthfully , holding back my tears . Only Miranda knows why . Sigh . :'( Well , i'm really glad Miranda was there for me almost everytime . Thanks babe ! :D And while others were doing the assignment given , we were there talking . Haha . Recess . Physics after that . Class was yeah , as usual , 'rowdy' but we were praised for our attentiveness and how we responded to the experiment . Thumbs up . Jy ! And thennnnnnn , CME i guess ? Is it ? Can't remember . Talked to Baby . Hehe . ^.^ Break . Sat in class with Miranda . Grrrrrr , tested my patience lah some people . Pfffft . Malay . FUN ! But thanks to Izzie for making my skirt white . GRRRRRR ! And then Ate with Marlilna Hafiz and his Girlfriend . Headed for dance Practice . Managed to complete some steps . Enthu much . But then too tired . And my feet has nasty blisters that are nothing but pain ! AHHHHHHHH ! every step I take with my right leg hurts . I feel like crying lah . Haish . And they sore so much . They bleed toooooooooooooo . Sigh . Then , Baby sent me home :D Hehe . I like I like ! Okayokayokay . Many said I've changed . And when I say MANY , i mean it . See I don't understand . When I mix around with people , hang out and stuffs , they comment . And when I stop mingling around , mind my own business , they comment . Oh come on ! Why can't I fucking lead my life the way I want it to be . If either ways trouble anyone , then tell me , what should I do ? Yknw , eventhough I seemed different , more to myself , or shall I say , anti-social , i'm happy with the way I am . I don't get it . I don't understand what you people want from me . Im saying this in general not specifically referring to any particular somebody . Sigh . I don't know . Have I really changed ? But i like it better this way . Tak macam dulu , sekarang aku jahat sendiri pe , tak menyusahkan orang . Susahkan diri aku jek kan . Sigh . I don't get it . Well 2010 , i wanna change lah . Please . Sigh . I'm just gonna fucking focus on my studies , I wanna excel in My o's . Im serious . I wanna make Mum proud and be the first to step into Poly ah . Wanna prove to them , np matter how I rebel , i still can pull through . And , and , I wanna focus on Boyfriend too ! :D Okay , itu jek yang penting . I seriously need my sleep pronto . But Im famished much . Argh shoot ! Tomorrow is Friday . Meeting Beloved cousins ! YEAY ! Happy bodohhhhhhh . Heeh . Going home with AwinnnnSanchi . Yeay ! I like I Like . Okayyy chao ! To all , i'll link you guys up soon . Sorry loves ! Mirakeai , thanks eh . Kaka okay . don't worry . :D Two more days to the much awaited Wedding Of The Year ! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~! But not excited at all to face 'him' . :'( That second time around we had was hard . Maybe that second time around was not meant for us baby . :'( Blinded by love , I think I'm damn foolish to go back to you back then , only to get my heart broken for the second time . I wasn't expecting love that will fade over time . :'( E . |
