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Monday, December 14, 2009
 PATHETIC That's what I think right now . Pathetic ? Why ? You'll know sooner or later . Okay , So Hi people , I 'm back . Although my 'vacation' wasn't hip fun happening , it was at least a meaningful one . It was a learning journey . Something I could ponder on . And this vacation , answers most of my questions to life . I can't lie , it was beneficial really . Right now , this very moment , im disappointed , torn apart , broken hearted . My Love , for friendship was misused . It's okay , lesson to be learnt . I can deal with it . But it takes time for my heart to recuperate . let's save this for other days . Ima share what happened during my journey back home . Throughout the whole day , I was on the phone with Mr . Well , he's friends are friendly , too friendly :D But they are really nice people and it's fun to have all of em as company . Being able to vent out their boredom on me . Well , it doesn't matter . So I met up with Dad and Uncle Ajax . Drove to Gelang Patah , my home . I missed my two storey house . I miss the pool . I miss riding the horses . Yes I miss all of em . I miss all of the hot Gurkhas on duty . Hahs . Well , On our way there , a mishap happened , leading me to misfortune . I wouldn't reveal everything here , but I'm fine . Don't make wild accusations people . Don't even start to think what happened . Im fine . Well , then , made our way there , met up with Aunt and Granny . I miss her . Then we went off to Tembrau . There we went to a cafe . Relative's . Talk about my passion , Arts . Don't be 'kolot' . There's a whole lot more to Art . It's more than it meets the eye . It runs in the blood . My dad owns a diploma in Arts from NAFA . Don't judge a book by its cover . If my dad , as stubborn as he is , can own a cert , i believe I can to . Well we talked for more than an two whole hours . By the time it was already midnight I think , proceeded to the usual cafehouse , and had our late dinner cum supper . And we weatched the BPL . ManU VS Aston Villa . Disappointing one . reached home at 4 am . Decided to entertain myself , so I watched Mohabbatein . <3 I cried . I told ya , you give me any Hindi movie to watch , it's a sure-cry . By then it was 5 am , so i woke Granny and aunt up , I wanted to pray with them .Some of you might be going " Alahh , cam paham sak ni minah " . I know . But whatever . It's between me and HIM . Opinions from you guys are sternly not appreciated . Say all you want . He will decide . But it wasn't a peaceful one . Since it was a two storey crib , and the floorplan was almost similar to the one in Paranormal Activity , and it haunts me back . After much tossing , i fell asleep . Woke up the next morning , had breakfast . Showered . A few moment later , i got bored so I went for a swim which turns out to be a quality time with me , myself and I . Despite the mishap that I had , I was sure and determined to just swim . I cried . Yes , not due to the pain . It's almost as if the pool spoke to me . Suddenly a gush of memories struck me . And i found myself , crying in guilt . Betrayal . All that I have now , is nothing compared to a family's love . A complete family . And im very very proud to have a supportive family with me. Be envious . Sanziro Family . With guidance from Ibu , Ayah , Nek Nong and my mum , we , family, are a happy one . :D Ohhh , we're having a one week chalet . But i won't be staying there for a week . With God's consent , Insya'Allah , im going shopping with siblings tomorrow and see if Mr wants to come along . And so I had enough of 3 hours swimming . Dad called me out , and i dry up , he told me not to shower since we're gonna get dirty . Well , as expected , we went horse riding at the country club . It was F U N . Yeapppp . After an hour , it was almost Maghrib . Prayed . Movie Mania till 8 am in the morning . Alone .All hindustan . <3 Yeah I didn't sleep . By then , i washed up and it's time to go home . Fast eh ? Then me and dad decided that we shall take the bus home . Meaning , no cars . :D So we sat at the warung for awhile . and dad spilled practically everything about his past life and all . And i know whre he's from now . In those terms they say , ' aku tau bapak aku budak mane ' . Get it? Haha. And so boarded the bus . I wanted the fast way out thru second link , but Dadddy insists on going through Woodlands . And so , as yknw , through woodlands it was the long way there . I swear I was having a real hard time , plus the bus was sooooooooooooo not comfortable , i was , i was freaked off . Pretty much . Urghhhhhh . I guess I really do not want to recall the tedious journey so I shall stop . Reached Singapore , texted Mr and Abang . Then bused to Woodlands . Bused back home , Alone . No , with the company of Mr onthephone . He's gonna book out of camp this Thursday night . And if the plan is confirmed , please , i hope he's gonna join my family to karaoke . Both sisters bringing their partners , so is mum , and im bringin him , i mean my family is persuading him . And , all girls bringing boys . And all the men are gooooood singers trust me . :D So yeah , i talked to him all the way till 7 pm . which means , 7 hours straight ? I had fun . Talked to his friends too . :D Uh , our convo shall be kept as a secret eyy . Hehs . So yea , since I hadn't slept since i don't know when , i fall fast asleep at a surprising 8 o'clock after my prayers . And so I woke up today , at 8 am . Showered and decided to post this . And received a call from Mr . texted him . He wants me to call . Yeay ! Alright . I'm done . Picutres soon . |