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Fucked Up
Friday, December 25, 2009
    c   Well , life , idk it hasn't been in its upmost front but oh well , whud else can i say . I promised myself right , i should never fall in love ever again . Fucking stubborn lah kau sha . Seriously . Nb . Im like fucked up lah seriously. Oh i forgot , hohoho , Merry Christmas to those who are celebrating it . Idk why people are sending me those smses . Like hello , I'm Muslim ey . I don't celebrate Christmas . Nevertheless , it was a public holiday , so i shan't waste my time rotting at home so we , cousins , went to which they claimed to be Singapore's First Eco Mall and I bet the last. Haha , Eco mall lah sangat aircon pon tak rase . Mangkok . Haha . We spent one hour eating and passing motion , two hours arcade . Hahahah . And I swear with the state that the mall's in , which is btw , the aircon that doesn't feel like angin jagung at all , i was perspiring like anj sia . aaaha . We played Arcade and we felt like we were in an oven , Macam siak . Haha . Had hell fun mayne . Haha . We played this game which is so addictive yet challenging plus not to forget , consumes too much energy from us . The balls , instead of shooting it to where it was supposed to be aimed at , it flew all over the place yknw . Hahah . But not to fret , we set the high score okay . HAha , proud , Im actually kinda lazy to post but what to do , im dead bored . Hmm so , perhaps tmr , if ain't gg for the auditions , I might make my way home , restore back the hours of sleep i needed , and hopefully on Sunday we're gonna watch Sanziro's match which is btw , something that is impossible . But yet again , the wait impossible is made of Im-Possible . So there is still hope . :D im out of words . Oh ya , I just gotta say this . Boy(s) , Play me all you want . My heart , i admit will bleed . Nevertheless , it's gonna make me stronger , cause im a fighter that fights for my rights . I believe no men shall treat any women the way i am treated now . Lie , hide , all you want but trust me , im a good seeker . The most cunning and unbelievable way you could never think of will be my resolution . So please , never play with my heart. It's fucking fragile . It may break once in a while , but it rather be from someone who has been a part of my life long enough rather than someone who's brains is stuck in his friggin ass and takes love lightly . And please , love doesn't has to be pleased by lust . Cause when I love , I love with all my heart . So please don't break it okey . Sigh . I don't know why I've been challenged so much . Not one , not two . Five . Macam sial . Get it ? Im not talking sense now . Idk whye. My post seemed different too . I thought in addition to the festive season Ima have a good solid holiday for once . But say , ex boyfriends , futures , boys , close ones . They spoiled the day , the holiday . such a turn off for the whole celebration . See , i never regretted emphasising this. Boys seriously are jerks . And they are no different to 'dayus' . Korang telan sua ni kenyataan . Cousin offered to teach 'them' a lesson but nah , aint necessary . If it ain't me , they gonna hit the stone with someone else . Sedar lah korang sblm kamu disedarkan . HAHA . And im running low on cash . Way low . Cause it's spent on ________ . Im _________ too much . Shit . Oh whudever . Chao . |