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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
 Fuck It's only 1 ? Darn . Well , it's been two days since i've been tucking in early . Yeah , to be exact , before midnight . Wow . Ada maju . But yeah , I should really continue :D Well , the only reason I'm awake is first , I don't feel like sleeping , second , somehow i don't know for whatever reason im waiting for Mr and I swear It's fucking dumb . How fucked up I am right now ? Tell me about it . -.- And the clock is ticking , time seems to be passing out sooo damn slowly . Oh gosh , see , im sleepy , matter of fact very , but I just don't have the mood to . Ahhh , im weird . Pfft . Well , i don't know really what to post . To much on my mind . Hmm . I don't know . Give me one topic ? Haha . Well , Happy Sweet Sixteen To Dashhy PootPoot . :D Yeah , problems are never ending in this household . I swear Im so frustrated but tell me , whud much can I do . If I were to flare up , it would only make things worse . Thanks , but no thanks laa eyy . But now , after I learn the truth , I find it fucking hard to accept it and face it . I didn't talk to mum at all eversince I got home . But , mum is no different the way she was done . Look at how she's treating me now . And no , I don't quite hate momma , but it's just . Once you learn the truth , i bet you , you're gonna have a fuckin hard time to deal with a major deadly truth as such . Trust me . Just the thing . I was fucking stunned when I got to know that . Oh why bother ? shucks . This is soooooooooooooo craazy . Well , I admit I had those samekind of thoughts then but little did I know it was actually true . Little , White , Lies , They say . And thanks that after 14 pathetic years , then now I know everything . And its 'FANTASTIC' to know that someone is taking advantage of my success . Which then just dampers me alot and now I don't have the willingness to study . Tsk , see laa . Kayyy scrap all that . Well , right now , im fuckin excited for school . No actually im not . Half hearted okay . Im starting to read those fucking fucking thick books . Especially A maths . Fucking thick . Die ! My schoolbag fucking smal . Fuck ah . Okay , i'm listening to Raya songs now . I mean since just now . Idk whuds wrong with me . -.-I hate it when I'm stress cause I do fucking stupid random things . And i'm silly . Get silly . Wooh . Kayy dah sha stop . Bye . Jumpe entot kol 12 beyy aku lom tydo . Canteq paa ? Sial , tydo lah sha . Nanty kau taqleyy banqun begok ! Weii musibat , pape naqmu sentuh adik aku . Kau sudah tarik die masok dalam taik kau , pandai pandai kau tarik die klua . Naqmu nak yek nqan aku kay . Mane maruah kau girl ? Lesap dalam lobang jubo kau ? Sial , naqmu caryk pasal . Make sure settle . Beggin , beggin you.. Put your lovin hand out baby . |