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Confused
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Why is it so hard for my happiness to last eyy ? It's testing my patience seriously . There is sure to be one day where I'm just gonna burst macam what . I mean I'm tired of leaving a miserable fucked up life full of unfortunate events . Sigh . I wanna be happy lah . Please lah please . Ish . Mum is being difficult I swear . It's getting me frustrated really , but what options do I have ? She's my mum oi . I mean no matter how rebellious I can be hurting my mum and all , she's still my mum , the best . And I love her . You guys think I'm crazy aye crying and posting something stupidly emo at 5 am?sigh . I can't even sleep lah please . And in such quick notice my blog is widely spread . So Ima chnge my URL again . Soon , real soon , just bear with me . And when I change my URL , remember , DONT , I repeat eyy , DONT ask for my URL . I'll personally tell you . So , Diam . Yes aku action . Abeh ? Nah nanny poo poo , hahahaha , stop it idiot . I'm mntally worn out . Really , and to add things worse my breathing difficulty is acting up again . And it seriously sucks to the damn core . Chest pains and all , ugh , sakit yknw . Tak leh tahan girl . Haha . Sometimes my Mind just go haywire and thoughts of running home again still occurs in my head . But aku takde money . Takde fun no duit wo . Wlao . Oh and did I tell you I really really hate nosey people . You don't have to be concern about me , I can handle it on my own . Can't you just read my blog And shut your longkang ? Haa . You don't have to run your mouth spilling whatever that is written here . If I can be quiet why can't you ? Right ? So think , ponder lah kau sampai jadi quartet pounder . Ah Kay sha , lame . -.- And love , in not interested in anyone . Yet . Okay aku lie . I'm interested in someone only abangku syaz knows . But no I'm not falling for it . I'm sorry to those whom I rejected your love . Those . Plurrrrrrral . I'm breaking people's hope in days . But I'm helpless . I don't have feelings for them what . I can't go breaking their hearts further right ? We can be close friends eyy . While posting this I'm on the phone with Hakim who really wants me to mention that we were together for 2 years . Menyebok jek ni anak , yeah he's a great late night companion who always tahan with my prangai . Haha thanks eyy berok . Now kite bestfriends . Ain't it better that way ? No loves , just friends . Eventhough memories of us still runs vividly in my mind , I mean I can't simply forget something as special as a two year relationship that is full of happiness . Aku move on what . Heha . And I'm a happy lil girl now . (: Aku talk taik now . Hahaha . Hakim wants me to mention that I'm very naughty cause there was this once I burnt his hair . Haha . Thnks eyy you . Menyebok _|_ I have to post all this cause he's gonna read em . Ish . So aisyah happy Gile girl . Gonna continue talking to that idiotic berok . Bye ass ! - Posted BlogPress from my iPhone |