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Tuesday, December 8, 2009


But It's Too Late To Think Of The Fact You Worth My Life ....

If I say , I'm crying/laughing/smiling right now , would you believe me ?

{Shahmi} (11:12PM)

Haha kk ...
Once upon a time ,
Ade satu gadis cantik di skola dunearn , name die aisyah, ade satu jejaka yang malu untuk buat kakwan AKA shahmi, pada tahun pertama, jejaka tu tak ramai kawan. MAsuk tahun kedua,entah ape jadi, jejaka tu jatuh cinta ngan gadis cantik tersebut, malangnye, gadis tersebut telah dipunyai oleh kawan rapat jejaka tersebut, hadie, patah semangat, jejaka tersebut buat keputusan supaya cuba lupakan perasaannya terhadap gadis itu semata-mata untuk tidak mengecewakan hati rakannya yang boleh mengakibatkan persahabatan mereka putus. Tapi malangnua ,jejaka tersebut tidak dapat buang perasaan cinta kepada gadis itu dan dia terpaksa sembunyikan perasaan itu supaya tidak mengancam persahabatan dengan rakan-rakannnya.
The End.

{Shahmi} (11:12PM)

Best tak crite tadi?

Me (11:33PM):

Awwhhhh.... That's the best love story <3

{Shahmi} (11:35PM)

Tu based on true story. Menang grammy awards sei tu. Haha. Tapi tadi i actually tak nak ceritakan .

Me (11:40PM)

But Why ?

{Shahmi} (11:40PM)

Why wad ?

Me (11:41PM)

Why don't you want to tell me the truth before ?

{Shahmi} (11:42PM)

Ummm, pasal i tak nak jadi punca u ngan hadie break up...
I taknak sakitkan hti seorang kawan , i lagi rela jadi mangsa dari punca .


Now would you believe me ?

Finally , all questions are answered . I understood why .
No wonder , from the starting of the year , and right till this day , he always wants to send food to my home once i told him I haven't eaten .
No wonder , whenever I'm sick , he'll always be the one who wants to bring me to the clinic/hospital .
No wonder , he always wants to bring me out to catch a movie/show/musical whenever I say i wish I could .
No wonder , till now , he is still in Dunearn and not CCKSS .
No wonder , he's willing to beg the principal to be in the same class as me , eventhough he's appeal was rejected .

No wonder this , no wonder that .
Even after taking an oath , saying he'll stay with me forever , I didnt realise that he actually , love♥ me .

He protected me from bad . He prevented me from evil . he cheered me when im down .
I vented out my anger on him .
I laughed my ass off with him .
I cried to sorrow with him .

So he was there throughout , and being a bummer , i didn't realise it all , until now .
I really respect him . He's prioritising his friend's happiness rather than his , and suffers in silence .

He saw me going to so many different guys . And when I got hurt , he was there to mend them .

I can't believe this . For just 5 minutes , I sat down , with tears flowing , i reminicised back all the things he did for me , and they can never be replaced . Im so grateful to have him .

I can still remember the time he came to my house and we had this singing session . And we did a duet of 'My Heart♥ ' .

I rememberd . Vividly . I , once , had feelings for him . And how I would blush so much everytime he passes by .

No wonder , whenever im out with Hadie , he's always refusing to tag along .

No wonder after so many ups and downs , he's still there for me .

Is this true love♥ ?






You told me a love story . And i said it was the best . Little did i know it was about me & you.
ShahmiAziz♥