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Twentieth
Monday, November 30, 2009
 Hello Kuku Readers !As ya'll can see I changed my blogskin . The time now is exactly 0645 and im not the least sleepy . Insomnia much ? uh huh . Well , Im bored , famished eventhough I had my latesupper already . Hey , you're looking at a thin girl with a big appetite okay ? So yes , I've edited the skin still not satisfied , but I can't be bothered . Well , i don't know what to do now seriously . I guess I shall switch the comp off that has been running for HOURS , and slack on my bed while play my iPod touch . That should be it I guess . Well , right now , yes im still having those mixed emotions that just wont bug off me , but hey , that's life . I shall not dwell on it that much . Perhaps , what I did today was a good start in keeping my mind off these games . For a start , have fun . Yes , how long must I go on being that fucked up morose emo girl who cries every single night to sleep and knowing the next day will be another dreadful one . Mind my vulgarity . So , no more being weak , yet . Hahs . you go Girl ! Im sure Abang will be proud of me once he reads this . Right ? Im so blessed to have him . I mean , being able to make me happy at the same time caring for me ,and having numerous confabulations with me , I mean , finally after 14 tedious years of living , I get to feel a real Brother's love . Awww , Sasha sweet kan ? Heeh . Seeeeeee Mr Alfiyan , I'm starting to praise myself . That's another step I shall take . Making myself feel good . He has a point . :D Im smiling while posting this .I must change my paradigm. I shall not be upset and so . I shall live my life to the fullest . *shakes butt * Three cheers for me ! Yeay ! And to all my girls out there especially Izza, don't be sad . Love is a wonderful thing afterall , cherish it , as it's hard to come by . Live life to the fullest bbygirls .Cause life is short . cherish it . Okay ? Smile . You sweethearts look amazing with a smile . Trust me , have fun . Laughing is the best medicine indeed . Yknw , I will always be here for you sugahs out thre . Often , we look up on an apotheosis . So why not be one ? I mean , yes nobody's perfect but we can make ourselves close to one right ?Don't let trepidation get in the way . Sooner or laater serendipity will hit upon us and voula ! We're good :D So girls , there is a Raison d'etre , So SMILE ! Love ya'll ! And right now , Ima focus with my life and those who made it a splendid one . Thanks loves .And to all you people out there who finds it so disgusting seeing me happy ,well , listen to me ,by all means , fuck off . Yea , im feeling so happy . And relieved . It's sooooo good to be back . I mean after all these times , finally , im feeling happy . But hey hey , happiness doesnt last . Well at least for miine , I hope it will . i deserve it mayne . Thanks to those who believed in me . Who never fails to cheer me up and knock my head to come to think of it . Thanks to all . Well , it's definitely a good start for December . Please be nice oh Mr December ? i mean , at a adolescent age , i should be enjoying not frowning . So , it's time I shrugg off all those worries and all , and break out . Ima be happy :D when i felt that i wasn't alone , there's always that someone who will always stand by me giving his infinite support . When i felt down there's always that someone who will always bring me up no matter how contented i felt . Thanks , Abang . I love You :D And not forgetting , my LB . eventhough we are drifted apart now , you guys will always be close to my heart . Wansuay . And to all , yang sewaktu denganye , heh , thanks yeah :D I feel like im reciving an award . But these sweethearts really deserved to be acknowledged . :D Finally , for now , I shall laugh myself to sleep watching those videos . Shall stop pondering on stuffs that hurts . THREE CHEERS ! Lol . Much Loves , your one and only Sasha Chulun . mwaaaah ! |