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True Lies.
Monday, November 23, 2009
 IF ONLY we were together IF ONLY you know my feelings were true IF ONLY I was wiser IF ONLY I could say I Love You♥ I WISH I'm yours I WISH you loved me too I WISH you realised I WISH you said " I Love You Too " MAYBE you loved me MAYBE now they're history MAYBE we could be together someday MAYBE we're not destined SOMEHOW I insist you knowing it all SOMEHOW Love-Luck isn't on our side SOMEHOW I think you loved me too SOMEHOW I can't stop thinking of you I GUESS this is the end I GUESS these are all just fantasies . I GUESS Ima fool I GUESS It's time I forget you AFTER ALL I knew it can happen no AFTER ALL you don't react similarly AFTER ALL you're someone else's AFTER ALL we don't belong together DESPITE ALL I Love You ♥ DESPITE ALL I Still Love You ♥ DESPITE ALL Yes I Love You ♥ DESPITE ALL I Do . ♥ Pure words that came from my heart . The urge to note it down in the middle of night bugs me constantly . I don't know what was I thinking . How can I forget him ? It's withering me bit by bit . It's torturous . And time's running out as often as it does . And often dictates you can't love me back . But fate can't break this feeling inside , that is burning up through my veins , I really need him . I really want him . I wanna be his number one . Somehow this constant feeling just refuses to burn . Go away . Please . I hate this mixed emotions . I hate all this confusion . I was determined and all ready to finally let you off my mind . When at that particular moment , in the van , you were directly in front of me , and thruout the whole journey , you were staring at me . Right at that moment my heart sank so deep . I couldn't hold it any longer . I love you♥ . From the field , in the van , to Ibu's crib , you knew well , we were looking at each other . My eyes locked to yours , the same goes to you . Boy , I Love You♥ . I can't forget you , A♥ . No , I cannot . :'( Only you, will be in my mind everyday .I'll serve you in whatever way.Its only you my baby its only you. Listen, Those beautiful brown eyes .Melts my heart, I cant deny .Even when you're gone for sec, I can't imagine without you.I'll miss you baby, believe me when I say I love you . The heart you trampled on , is still beating towards you . Doesn't matter how hard I try to forget . Even when I try to contact other guys , the moment I turn around , I only think of you. I don't want to do this , I want to stop. However much I try to convince myself , it's all an hopeless effort , cause my heart won't listen . Why did you throw it away ? Why am I still acting foolishly? I can understand it with my mind , but my heart just don't get it . It's holding onto you , won't let go . Who ever I meet , my heart won't be fully open . It leaves a room for you always . There's no way you'll be mine. But my heart believes you might . Why does my heart believes ? Listen to my heartbeat , it's waiting for you. I can't understand why I Love You So Much♥ . It hurts me to think of you but at the same time , I Still Love You , A♥. Every single minute of my life is occupied with thoughts of you . Nothing that I did stopped me from thinkin bout you . Every . Second . There's no one else but you , A♥. I really really love you :'( How can I ever forget someone I loved so much . Shit . Eh eh, eh eh There's nothing else I can say Eh eh, eh eh I wish he never looked at me that way Eh eh, eh eh There's nothing else I can say Eh eh, eh eh A♥ |