Alhamdullilah . Everything went smoothly . Congratulations to Kak Fiz and Abang Elfi . At last . But it's not the end . Saturday is the ceremony . Gonna be very tired I suppose . Well I had fun , i won't lie . Had loads of fun with them favourite cousins . Laughing , having the time of our lives . *laughs* And most definitely , I was working my tummy off , eating non stop . The food was superblicious . Spent most of the time just slacking laughing doing absolutely nothing . *slaps forehead*

The house was damn packed during the solemnization was taking place . And we were at the door , I was standing on the stool . They were sobbing , as they witness the ceremony , everyone was focused and tensed , and we at the back still can enjoy ourselves with the mouthwatering cakes , laughing , it was funny really . I loved that part .

Although some misfortune things happen , somehow yeah , it dampers my mood but , it doesn't matter really . I don't feel affected in one way or another . So I can't be bothered .

See , I really hate my i-don't-care attitude . But , it's wrong if i choose to care or not . Neither way I'm wrong . So , let loose , I won't get myself to be bothered . Frankly . Not that I don't want to but , it's much better if I keep my mouth shut . :x

So after the ceremony , went off at about uh , I couldn't remember . Truthfully , I didn't carry any device with me at all , so I couldn't keep track of the time or who called or texted me. ICBB . ( I can't be bothered ) Haha .So after that went to Jalan Dermawan , met stepfather . Seeing my sisters having a great time with their father , just saddens me . I miss my father so much who's now missing .
I wonder where you are now ?
You promised to meet me , I waited for you , you didn't came . Instead you ran away . Whatever it is , I pray that you are safe , cause i love you .

Sigh .

So reached home . Washed up . Dead beat . But still insist on using the computer . Told ya , this computer will be fully ultilised by me. And was on the phone with , Erfan♥. Had fun . Talked alot . From random to serious . Cried over the phone , comforted me . Sweet . Thanks Dear ♥ .
Cheers !
I love you Botak ! ♥

Till now , im not sleepy . Sigh , so many regrets unravelling . Thousand lies . I just can't handle it .

Im leaving you . PLEASE , refract from doing anything that reminds me of you , for a start , by looking me deep in my eyes. *cries*
Ima cry myself to sleep now .




If you want me , don't play games , I promise I won't say no . ♥