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Forgetting.
Monday, November 23, 2009
tting.
It wasn't a peaceful sleep .
It was full of you .
Just tell me , tell me now , how the fuck do I get you off and out of my mind ?
:'(
Crying myself to sleep every single night , is torturous .
I wanna forget you . Big time . :'(


This pain is killing me softly .
Somehow , my idiotic hands touched the screen of my iPod and I googled " How To Forget A Guy ?"
Pathetic Much , yes indeed . And so , I read on and on with the numerous responses of hundreds of people dealing with the exact same situation as me . Maybe I got a little too caught up with myself . I was so gushy on him . I went beyond the borderline of sanity . I need to forget him pronto . There's no way am I gonna live a life wishing and hoping and never get anything . I don't want to be losing the touch of love if this goes on . How long must I suffer ? every single night , was painful . To the extend where I'm afraid when nightfalls .

  • Forget the times he made you cry. If you continue to feel and experience the pain of the times he hurt you or broke your heart, or the instances when you shed your tears, then you will be buried in that deep hole of regret, of self-pity, or absence of self-worth. He said and did awful things to you, it may have a reason or not, it may be intentional or not, but then it's already said and done; it's over. Move on. Forgive and forget.
  • Forget the way he spoke your name. You may have the most common, generic, ordinary name in the world, or it may sound silly or nasty, but it would sound so special when spoken by a loved one; it seemed like a music playing, a love song played over and over again in your ear. Just like any song, it will have its end. When the music stops, you can play it over through your head, but it remains ended. Don't force it to continue.


I will be loving you long time .
I don't know how , but I've fallen for you .
Major Love Crisis .

The song I wrote . Oh nevermind , forget it .

Should start meditating now . Gonna find inner peace .





I want you so badly , it's my only wish .