Well , yesterday night I slept at around 5 plus I guess . And yes it was Thursday night , and I was scared . I could feel 'it' . Sigh, I ran to my bed , plugged in my MP3 and cried myself to sleep , cause I was hearing songs from Backstreet Boys . Haha , So it made me teared . Haha . Well so , i woke up at 0430 pm . *shakes head * hah , i know that's not the way a girl should be acting , but i tell you , it was fun sleeping till late afternoon aye . Haha .

Sigh , and I woke up receiving a text from him trying to imply that I LIE . Oh for Heaven's sake , I have nothing to do with you , so please give me one good damn reason why I have to lie to you . Makes sense ? Well right now , as usual , everyone;s blaming me , sigh . It's okay , im used to it already . We have nothing else going on , so why bother ? Why ? Just , stop . Stop everything that you do , I don't want to have anything at all to do with you .

I cannot send any text messages nor make a call .
So that means , I can't contact Brother♥ and Erfan♥ . Sigh .

I don't know what else to do .



I'll be lovin you long time . ♥